It can be incredibly hard to stay encouraged in the middle of a storm. In my application cycle, I had many moments where I felt discouraged, helpless, angry…I mean literally crying and asking God (okay I’ll admit, a few occasions yelling to God about how angry I was) why things weren’t going as planned.
This application cycle was a roller coaster of emotions.
I’m someone who applied to 19 schools as early as June of last year (see relevant post here) and filled out 15 secondaries. Out of the 15 schools my application was complete at, I received only 2 interviews. One interview was held the 1st week of October and the 2nd interview exactly 6 months later (to the exact date). I mean the application cycle was ROUGH.
Add in the fact that the first school I interviewed at deferred me in November up until the last week in March, when I received the final decision. Rejected. 6 months of waiting. Hoping. Refreshing my emails. Checking my mailbox.
It was freaking hard.
During this period there was one particular song that really encouraged me when I had those dark days. It’s a Nigerian gospel song.
In the video, the protagonist’s (artist) significant other is sentenced to be killed. She’s devastated, sobbing, feeling helpless, but then she begins praising God: “Jesus you are worthy, Savior thou at worthy…Kene nu Jesu o (Give Jesus thanks)…” In the midst of her praising God, her situation turned around. The man’s life was spared.
Every time I watched the video, listened to the song, I was reminded to praise God regardless of what I’m going through. To find God in this situation. Yes the wait is frustrating, but guess what, my patience is way higher now. I know all about waiting. Yea, I only had one interview for a very loooooooooong time, but hey, at least I got one. That was a miracle on its own considering my stats and how competitive this application cycle was.
I listened to this song and was reminded to be joyful. To counteract my negative thoughts with positive ones.
In the midst of this incredibly challenging application cycle, I was blessed in so many ways. I got into a relationship with an awesome guy (who supported me immensely during this process), I got a promotion at my job, and several other things happened that I’m thankful for.
I’m saying this to encourage someone out there. You might be in the middle of your “storm,” you might be frustrated, angry, perhaps feeling helpless…
Lift your head up.
Find God in your situation.
Find reasons to be thankful.
A heart of praise does wonders for the soul.
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Very encouraging, thank you!
Don’t give up!! Applying to medical school has worse odds than gambling in vegas! I had to reapply, and I ended up getting into all of the schools I didn’t apply to in the first try. Maybe you were just “meant” to go somewhere else! 🙂
Also, I didn’t have the best stats either, but my advisor told me to apply to places in state (for me, that was Pennsylvania) and to DO schools. DO schools have incredible philosophies and you get to learn OMM — plus, they tend to be more forgiving with numbers. You should look into them!
Oh, I just scrolled down and saw you had been accepted. CONGRATULATIONS!!!
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It was a godsend that my friend showed me your blog. Every time i have wanted to give up, I read your blog. I’m now applying this cycle and taking my 3rd attempt for the MCAT is 2 weeks. Thanks so much for sharing.
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You’re welcome! 😀
Your words meant to encourage others in the same situation is doing just exactly that! Thank you!
I’m so glad to hear! All the best with the process!